Idealist Champion

I had a perfect weekend in Omaha.  I spent time with some of my siblings which is always so grounding and comforting.  I talk somewhat often to my sisters, but I don't regularly talk with my brothers.  We chat occasionally or never and see each other when we see each other.  That being said, it always just feels normal around them.  I feel like me. 
I spent a bit of time chatting with my sister-in-law who may be the most chill, calming presence walking this Earth and we started talking about personalities, as this is a favorite topic of hers.  She mentioned the Keirsey personality test, which I know I have taken in the past, but couldn't recall what my results were.  Anyway, the past few weeks and months have been particularly taxing and it was great to talk about maybe why I am the way I am, which could explain a bit about why I've been stressed, but without really recognizing it as such.

So, long story short, I retook the Keirsey test and light bulbs flipped on above my head and a lot of nodding took place as I read through my personality. 
Here is the link for the description of my personality.  http://keirsey.com/4temps/champion.asp
You can register and take the test yourself from there if you've never taken or want to take it again.  You might find out some interesting things about yourself!
I am an Idealist Champion (ENFP), which is apparently quite rare.  3-4% of the population share this.  Something interesting??  Both my sister, Grace and my brother, Jake are the same.  Could be why I feel so at home with them!  We speak each other's personality language! 
It may also be why I often feel alone in my thoughts.  I am truly an idealist to the core.  I believe people have a huge capacity for good.  I think any situation can be a positive one.  I often wish people would see the world through a bigger lens.  One that is covered with compassion and mercy.
My thoughts are more often than not consumed by people.  My inner dialogue is laced with thoughts and prayers for people.  People I saw today or someone I was close with 20 years ago all have a hold.  If at one time, you and I were close friends, I would venture to guess I think of you every single day.  I semi-joked with Chad that I should write down each person I think of in a day.  It would take up pages.  I do not know why I'm wired this way.  I carry people around in my mind.  I invest in them emotionally without them ever knowing.  I am thankful for this in many ways, as it keeps my mind busy with what I am sure is more valuable than what I would think about otherwise.  But, it can be exhausting.  Especially when I don't feel like I have enough time to draw some strength and build my reserves.
I find this all very interesting at almost 33, to feel like I'm still figuring myself out.  I wonder what I'll learn at 43? Or 53?